[Friday, October 21st, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Static X ] School = Hate Preps = Hate People = Hate Hurricans = Hate Foo Fighters = Hate Depression = Hate Annoying boys = Hate Dean = Hate HP Cheerleaders = Hate Pepsi products = Hate Nothing = L O V E ♥ Reply 3 Comment

I <3 Some One [Sunday, October 16th, 2005] [ mood | In Love ] [ music | Avril. ] I ♥ Some One ♥ Reply 6 Comment

Blah. Shoot me? [Friday, October 14th, 2005] Your death will be suicide....Most likely because people won't except you or love you or because you hate life itself...You have constent thoughts of suicide daily....and you plan when you will. Someday it will happen....You most likely die alone in your house...with nothing but dark music playing. You'll probably write a sucide note and die right by your bed side.... How Will You Die And Why? .:Beautiful Dark Pics:. brought to you by Quizilla Reply 1 Comment

[Friday, October 7th, 2005] I ♥ some one. Comment

NOT LIKE ANY ONE FREAKN DOES THIS BUT.... PLEASE :D [Tuesday, October 4th, 2005] [ mood | Cushes crush you. ] [ music | The Offspring ] if you're a girl, title this "boyfriend application" and if you're a guy title it "girlfriend application". Repost this and see who's eligible to be your special someone. Have fun! Send it back if you think you could get the job... :) IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU'LL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT 9 YEARS BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite artist? 3. Do you drink/smoke? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my neck? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u have sex with me? 21. If so, whats the soonest into our relationship you'd have it? 22. Would you tell your friends we had sex? 23. Would u let me touch u wherever? 24. How smart are you? 25. Do u have a specific body type that u lyk? 26. If so wut is it? (fat, skiny, chubby, athletic,etc)? 27.What would u do if i cried? 28.If i were 2 ask u out what would u say? 29.Would u makeout with me? 30.If we got to the point in the relationship where I told you I loved you, what would you say? 31.Would u ever cheat on me? 32.Would u ever trust me? 33. Would you ever lie to me? 34. Would you be proud to introduce me to your friends? 35. how far would u go with me? Reply 2 Comment

[Monday, September 26th, 2005] [ mood | Rawrrr ] [ music | Rawrrrr ] Name 20 people you know: 001. Jc 002. Ryan 003. Logan 004. Justin 005. Rj 006. Kerber 007. Dalton 008. Dean 009. Dylan 010. Glenn 011. David 012. Brian 013. Ben 014. Nick L 015. Jason 016. Emily 017. Denise 018. Sandi 019. Selma 020. Alcyia *** Who is #8 going out with?: No one that I know of , I wish he was with me tho. Is #9 a boy or a girl?: Boy Would #11 and #2 make a good couple?: Ryan & David , Yeah. Haha JK! How about #18 and #4?: Sandi and Justin.. Prep , not prep.. umm no? What grade is #17 in?: 9th. When was the last time you talked to #12?: Last night :D What is #6's favorite band/artist?: I think he like worships ICP.. Does #1 have any siblings?: Yeah , Jasmine and Billy they're awesomeeee!!! Would you ever date #3?: No , i don't think i would. Would you ever date #7?: Haha. Is that a joke? No I dont think I would.. Is #16 single?: Yes , And shes lookin too. What's #15's last name?: Actully I don't know.. Omg.. thats bad.. What's #5's middle name?: Oh yeah Like I'd know that? What's #10's fantasy?: To bang a llama , Lmao Idk!! Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?: Woah!! Lets just say NO WAY What school does #20 go to?: Lamphere. Home of the whores. And #1: Cousino or some thing weird like that.. And #3: Lamphere Where does #9 live?: In Hazel Park What's #4's favorite color?: I don't know. Would you makeout with #14?: NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are #5 & #6 best friends?: Yeah actully lol i think they are. Does #7 like #20?: They don't know each other , and Im thinking they wouldn't get along. Does #8 like #19?: No. They don't know each other and they'd hate each other I think. How did you meet #15?: A friend. Does #10 have any pets?: I don't know.. Is #12 older than you?: Yeah , then again every one is lol. Have you ever given #13 a hug?: Nope. Reply 1 Comment

[Thursday, September 22nd, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] So nothings been up.. No ones been commenting or updateing... school started social lifes ended.. I've been Goign to all Ryan and Daltons games and Dean and Em have been comeing too so that rox your grandpa! Comment

Seriously Fill This Out Or I'll Hate You For Ever & Ever [Monday, September 12th, 2005] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Hawthorne Heights ] Fill this out 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Have we ever had sex? 33. Do you miss me? 34. Do you think i miss you? 35. Are you going to put this on your MYSPACE and see what I say about you? Comment

[Friday, September 9th, 2005] [ mood | bouncy ] Yesterday Dean Emily and I went to Daltons football game. They Won 42 to 8. I talked to Tye , Dalton , Emily , Dean , and Justin... That justin kid was funny.. Um yeah but I didnt talk to Ryan.. He saw me tho.. I know.. Yeah. Well thats about it. School SUCKS! I hate it there so prepy.. land of the preps.. ew. Comment

[Monday, September 5th, 2005] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Ahhhhhhh My own screams!!!!!! ] Nm going on. Jackie's party was lame so me and Denise left. I talked to umm like 98379287 boys at the park they talked to me actully idk why.. But I wore the coolest skirt lol yeah well hmm.. Nick is actully nice now and Blaze I gues I don't hate him any more. Denise likes Blaze now so I'll have to learn to be nice I supose , I guess I'll have to drop out the ABA. Haha. Umm.. Jc called me at like midnight and hes like I got a question and Im like kay and hes like do you like Ryan and Im like I did and yeah then well like yeah and any who .. the next day was Jackies party and so it was lame yeah so we umm sang kareokie.. I have 4 rock cds so it was rad I sung like every one lol we called like every one in my phone book and sang to them haha.. I *67 but yet every one knew it was me. Oh well.. it was rad. Um.. this guy with this mohawk is like stalking me way creepy haha hes kinda cute, he looks like hes 20 and he fallows us around the park and he fallowed me home and he fallowed me to Denise's it was soo unrad. But like two weeks ago this hot kid in a Led Zepplin shirt came up to me and Denise was rude so he left but yeah today he talked me to ahhhhhhh<3333333 so rad even tho he was wearing AE , I have to admit I loved those plaid shorts hahaha. Today I watched four scary movies with Emily one of wich was scary it was umm The Dairy Of Ellen Riembuer or some thing rad like that and it was soooo funny but scared the crap out of me because of this one chicks ghost and yeah .. <3333333 Going back to hell tomorrow ooo what fun!!! Ryan && Dalton's game is thursday they're both dumb and unsure of the time so I'm just gonna ask Heather lol I'll be there tho.. I think its at HP.. if your reading you should go <33333333 HP is going to win.. for sure!!!! Comment

I love filling these out <3333333 [Friday, September 2nd, 2005] [ mood | awake ] [ music | GC. ] Name 20 people you know: 001. Jc 002. Ryan 003. Logan 004. Justin 005. Rj 006. Kerber 007. Dalton 008. Dean 009. Dylan 010. Glenn 011. David 012. Brian 013. Nick 014. Denise 015. Michele 016. Markie 017. Emily 018. Selma 019. Amber H. 020. Lizzie *** Who is #8 going out with?: No one that I know of. Is #9 a boy or a girl?: Boy Would #11 and #2 make a good couple?: Ryan & David , No. How about #18 and #4?: Selma and Justin.. Maybe. What grade is #17 in?: 9th. When was the last time you talked to #12?: Wow.. like two nights ago? What is #6's favorite band/artist?: I think he like worships ICP.. Does #1 have any siblings?: Yeah , Jasmine and Billy they're awesomeeee!!! Would you ever date #3?: No , i don't think i would. Would you ever date #7?: Haha. Is that a joke? Yeah I think I might. Is #16 single?: Yeah I think so.. What's #15's last name?: Aaron? What's #5's middle name?: Oh yeah Like I'd know that? What's #10's fantasy?: To bang a llama , Lmao Idk!! Would #14 and #19 make a good couple?: Denise & Amber , NO! What school does #20 go to?: Omg.. idk.. And #1: Im not sure where hes going this year. And #3: Lamphere Where does #9 live?: In Hazel Park What's #4's favorite color?: I don't know. Would you makeout with #14?: NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are #5 & #6 best friends?: Yeah actully lol i think they are. Does #7 like #20?: They don't know each other , and Im thinking they wouldn't get along. Does #8 like #19?: No. They don't know each other and they'd hate each other I think. How did you meet #15?: School. Does #10 have any pets?: I don't know.. Is #12 older than you?: Yeah , then again every one is lol. Have you ever given #13 a hug?: No way. I'd like faint or drop dead or some thing. Reply 3 Comment

I did not write these I just like them. [Friday, September 2nd, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | MxPx ] no one knows who i really am, it's like i've been living a big lie and still wanting someone to hold my hand, whenever i think of all the lies i've been told, it makes me sick and i just lose control, i lose control of my concsious, my emotions, and my body, see the process of my beatiful suicide is this, first i take a razor and carve things into my wrists, then i take a bunch of pills and tightly clench my fists, you know see the blood trickling into a puddle on the floor, i close my eyes and force them to open so i can watch the door, i dont want anyone to see what i'm about to do. . . i slowly walked to the window and watched a bird as it flew, i wondered how nice it would be to be way up there, high up in the clouds just somewhere else away from here, but then i remember my beatiful suicide, and then my thoughts seem to collide, what if everything gets better then i'll be sorry that i did this, maybe it'll be better... but it's too late now so i grabbed the gun and blew the world one last kiss. . . and slowly pulled the trigger. . . ( Another good one ) She was a depressed girl who always held her head down. She was never happy, she always wore a frown. I tried to get her to tell me why she was always so sad. I wanted to know what others did to make her feel so bad. One day she opened up to me and told me everything that was wrong. She said on this earth, is not where she belonged. She said her father would hit her until she screamed in pain. Every night he got drunk and he went totally insane. She said her mother did drugs and she was getting as bad as him. The light i used to see in her eyes had lately grown so dim. She hated to go home, there was just too much hurt. Her parents didn't care, they treated her like dirt. I thought she would be all right, and she would pull through. I tried to be there for her, but i didn't know what to do. One morning a cop came to my door and said, "I'm sorry, but Julia died. Her parents found her in a puddle of blood, She committed suicide." He gave me a hug and said that Julialoved me so. He handed me a note she wrote before she decided to go. "I love you like a sister, thanks for always being there. You were like an angel, you were the only person who cared.I'm so sorry i had to do this, but there was nothing else i could do. Never forget me and always remember how much I will always love you." Laying on the ground, fighting the urge to cry. I try to be strong, but i just want to die. I hold the blade in my hand, feeling the coldness of the metal. Pressing it against my skin, i wait for my nerves to settle. Dropping the blade, no harm is done. it would be too much pain, so i reach for the gun. Comment

First Day Of School. [Wednesday, August 31st, 2005] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Death Cab For Cute ( Just bought the cd. ) ] Hey, First day of 9th grade. Found all my classes fairly easily I have friends in all of my classes. So thats all rad. I have all my supplys.. So thats rad too I guess. All my stuff won't fit in my back pack.. Kinda pissed can't fit that big freakn binder in there. I really don't like my History teacher Mr.M hes strick and rude and we can't take our back packs in that class. And our gym teacher is a B word. Most defenitly. I went to lunch but I didn't eat , no one wanted to go out side with me every one was to affraid.. but what ever. My teachers suck and my classes its all really gay. You figure i'm in a new school with high school boys theres gotta be at least 50 hot guys right? Wrong! I didn't even find 5. Theres this boy in my History class and hes really hot except for the fact he was wearing flip flops and hes not in my grade. And then theres Denise's brother hes hot but he wore a pink shirt and thats nasty and hes not in my grade either.. And then theres this kid named David that sat at my table in Art class.. He was hot but also not in my grade. But the guy in my history class looked exactly like Jason from HP.. yeah. Well I had a miserable day. .yup.. how was yours? Love - M A N D A Reply 3 Comment

[Monday, August 29th, 2005] [ mood | cheerful ] Boy: I need some one to talk to. Girl: I`m always here for you. Boy: I know. Girl: What's wrong?. Boy: I like her so much. Girl: Then talk to her. Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me. Girl: Don't say that , your amazeing. Boy: I just want her to know how I feel. Girl: Then tell her duh. Boy: She won't like me. Girl: How do you know that? Boy: I can just tell. Girl: Well I think you should just tell her. Boy: What should I say? Girl: Tell her how much you like her. Boy: I tell her that daily. Girl: What do you mean? Boy: Im always with her. I love her. Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me Boy: Wait. Who do you like? Girl: Some boy. Boy: Oh... she won't like me either. Girl: She does Boy: How do you know.. Girl: Because who wouldn't like you. Boy: You Girl: You're wrong, I love you. Boy: I love you too Girl: So are you going to talk to her? Boy: I just did. Reply 2 Comment

[Sunday, August 28th, 2005] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Bright Eyes , Because Ryan was talking about them. and yea ] Nothing happened today really. I talked to Ryan on the phone for a while. <3 Um.. Brian is mad at me still? I guess. Idk its stupid. Denise spent the night last night we partyed woo hoo! Jc called early ( 12:00pm ) and freakn woke me up. Went back to sleep till about 4. Then went shopping it was way rad. Love, Manda Reply 1 Comment

Me && Lu [Saturday, August 27th, 2005] ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:33:23 PM): Soo.. school starts soon. monkeysrule9990 (12:33:35 PM): i know i am so exsited monkeysrule9990 (12:33:41 PM): i want to see ever one ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:33:54 PM): LOL Your stupid ha ha.. How could you want to see those kids! monkeysrule9990 (12:34:10 PM): bc they are cool and awsome ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:34:21 PM): OMG! ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:34:29 PM): I think you've been bitten by the stupid bug! monkeysrule9990 (12:34:44 PM): lmao ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:34:51 PM): How could you possibly think those snobby fake preps are cool and awesome? Are you out of your grandfather mind? monkeysrule9990 (12:35:16 PM): yep ia m out of my mind monkeysrule9990 (12:35:27 PM): by the way my cuzs turend prep ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:35:38 PM): Matt? monkeysrule9990 (12:35:43 PM): yep monkeysrule9990 (12:35:47 PM): :-X monkeysrule9990 (12:35:49 PM): barf ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:35:55 PM): YUCK! HATE HIM! ( NOW ) ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:36:19 PM): Are you? monkeysrule9990 (12:36:35 PM): me turing prep monkeysrule9990 (12:36:39 PM): you crazy monkeysrule9990 (12:36:51 PM): i would never turn prep i would kill myself ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:36:56 PM): Well your excited to go back and seee all of them. Im just excited to see how fat and ugly they got. ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:37:00 PM): I would die before I went prep too. monkeysrule9990 (12:37:43 PM): no i ment all my freinds ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:37:55 PM): Your friends with the preps! monkeysrule9990 (12:37:59 PM): and most did not get fat they got skinnyer ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:38:03 PM): F R E A K , you gave them all candy canes remember? monkeysrule9990 (12:38:07 PM): and more prteety and prpepty ImRadYourNotHaHa (12:38:17 PM): EW! Stop sticking up for them! Reply 1 Comment

Fill This Out.. And Im going to put it in my profile.. yupp.. soo DO IT! [Friday, August 26th, 2005] [ mood | B O R E D ! H O M I E ] [ music | Barbie Girl - Aqua ] Fill this out or I'll freakn hunt you down and kill you. BAM! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I lovable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your site and see what I say about you? Reply 4 Comment

[Wednesday, August 24th, 2005] [ mood | excited ] Today I went to the Motley Crue concert. Silvertide , The excys ( er what ever ) , And Sum41 played. Then Motley Crue. It was way rad. I plan on Marrying the lead singer in silvertide ( Dalton and Jason got there autographs! ) Oh thats right I took Em , Jason , And Dalton with me. Umm way fuN! Every one was getting high and wasted. But not us :) Tomorrow I'm going to Dalton and Ryan's football game. GO HP! Hah. Reply 1 Comment

[Monday, August 22nd, 2005] [ mood | Just ask me to marry you!! ] [ music | Bright Eyes <3 <3 ] Kinda pissed off because.. Like no one filled out that thing below. You guys are butt heads! Oh and Ben broke up with Em. So im hooking her up with Jason from the Motley Crue concert. Yeah and I'm going with dalton cuz he wants to go.. Yeah. P.S. Ryan R is way freakn rad <3 Oh and every one fill out the thing below.. Reply 3 Comment

Fill this out or I hate you... [Monday, August 22nd, 2005] [ mood | blank ] Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I touched your ass: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got in a fight and you were there: I got dumped: I pissed you off: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: Would You... Be my friend: Tell me the truth no matter what: Buy me a birthday gift: Lie to make me feel better: Spread rumors about me: Go out at 4am to get me chocolate: Keep a secret if I told you one: Loan me some cash: Hold my hand: Keep in touch: Make me a snack: Try and solve my problems: Love me: Makeout with me: Hold me in times of need: Ditch me: Use me: ask me out: Date me: Makeout with me whenever you had the chance: Hold me and make my problems go away: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your parents? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? [] sing car karaoke w/ me? [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] give me a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] want to kiss me? [] want to cuddle wit me? [] want to hook up with me? ARE WE... [] aquintences? [] friends? [] in a relationship? [] gonna have kids? AM i... [] smart? [] cute? [] funny? [] cool? [] intersting to talk to? HAVE Y0U EVER... [] thought about me? [] thought there might be an "us"? [] thought about hookin up with me? [] found yourself wanting to kiss me? [] wished i were there? 8:46 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment Reply 9 Comment

[Sunday, August 21st, 2005] [ mood | busy ] ALL YOU EVER WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT ME! Created by adoyle06 and taken 1558 times on Bzoink ~*BASICS*~ My full name is... Amanda My birthday is on... July 31 My hair color is... Brown My eye color is... Brown My birthstone is... Ruby My favorite month is... Ocotober [Halloween] My favorite season is... Fall My favorite sport is... Football My favorite hobby is... Photography My favorite color is... Black / Green I have (this number of) siblings; they are... 2 Sisters My favorite animal is... All of them My favorite song is... Until the day I die My favorite superhero is... None ~*Do You...*~ ...smoke? NO! ...drink alcohol? NO! ...party a lot? NO! ...plan to have an education after high school? If so, what major(s)? Idk. ...like to talk way too much? Usually , Unless im around some one I like ...like to swim? No , I hate it. ...enjoy mudwrestling as a hobby? I don't wrestle in mudd.. ...still find cartoons amusing? Duh! ...play with bubble wrap often? Yes. ...have a job? Yes. ...always speak with correct grammar? Usually ...know correct grammar? Kinda ...have a crush on someone? If so, who? Yes , None ya bussiness ...have a favorite Sesame Street character? Elmo! Duh! ~*Can I...*~ ...sing? I hate singing ...whistle? Yeah ...cook? Yeah ...ride a bicycle? Yeah ...drive an automobile? Nope ...drive an automobile well? Nope ...juggle? Nope ...moonwalk? Haha nope ...play an instrument? If so, which one(s)? NOpe ...swim? Yeah ...walk a tight-rope? Not that I know of ...multi-task? Yeah ...hold my breath for over 2 minutes? Possibly ...hold my academics to a high standard? Haha. ~*Other*~ My nicknames are... Manda.. and more.. I live with... My mom & grandma & sister & pets My age is... 14 I want to be a(n) ______ when I grow up. Lawyer / Paranormal investagtor / Psycologist Animals are... Totally rad.. My favorite day of the week is... Saturday Tinky Winky the Teletubby is... Purple! I am an (inside/outside) person. both My personality, in less than 10 words, would be... I have no clue I take _____ (baths/showers/both/neither). Showers I think school is... A homosexual way for kids to be misrable and see what going to hell is like. My favorite style(s) of music is/are... Rock My family is... Big I don't like mariachi bands...okay, that's not a question, but you know... I like pizza. :) ~*Yes or No?*~ I like politics. No Cheerleading is a sport. Yes I eat turkey on Thanksgiving. Yes I sleep after I eat turkey on Thanksgiving. No I get drunk on New Year's Eve. No I am Christian. Catholic My name is Christian. Haha no. Mondays can be good. Maybe I wake up as soon as my alarm goes off...the first time. NO! I would travel in outer space (even with the risks) if requested to. Maybe I would spare someone's life (even a stranger) with my own. What? I was/am a Girl Scout/Cub Scout. No I like cheese. Kinda I've been out of the country before. No I live in a mansion. No I am afraid of heights. No I am a virgin. Yes I curse often. Never I can tie my own shoes. Yes Sedentary activities are the best. What? I am a U.S. citizen. Yes I've taken a collegiate test (ACT/SAT). ?? no.. If yes on previous question:I scored at or above a 50th percentile. I can dress myself. Yes When the electricity goes out, I end up dressing with two different shoes. No I know binary code. ? I like school. No I wear glasses. No I wear contacts. No I have/had braces. Had I have broken a limb before. No I appreciate the arts. Yes Disney movies are cool. No , They make me cry I sometimes read the dictionary for fun. Yes I exercise philanthropic skills in life. (I am kind to everyonel.) Yes I am THE GOAT! No.. I like the song "YMCA". Yes I am optimistic What? I am tired of this survey. Yes Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink Reply 1 Comment

[Saturday, August 20th, 2005] [ mood | I <3 ? ] Today was Jc's party and I basically Hung out with Ryan in Jc's room. But I met this kid named Kenny man he was C R A Z Y but R A D lol and umm lots of people were there. I stayed untill 2am! Yeah.. Ryans rad.. <3 - Manda Happy Birthday To Jc! LoL Comment

Im going to motley crue with Dalton <3 wel hes going with me.. w/e [Friday, August 19th, 2005] [ mood | cheerful ] Fill this out even if you don't have a account 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I lovable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your site and see what I say about you? Reply 2 Comment

[Friday, August 19th, 2005] My mom got me tix for Motley Crue Two for em and two for me and two for her. Its Me && Dalton <3 Em && Ben <3 And My Mom And? <3/Manda Im going with DALTON be JEALOUS! Reply 1 Comment

[Friday, August 19th, 2005] I'm going to Daltons right .. NOW! What You Really Think Of Your Friends Dean is your soulmate. You truly love Dalton. You consider Emily your true friend. You know that Denise is always thinking of you. You'll remember Logan for the rest of your life. You secretly think Brian is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Amber A is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Ryan R is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Ryan R changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Emily T is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Emily T has a hidden internet romance. What Do You Think of Your Friends? Reply 2 Comment

Fill This Out Or I'll Kill you! [Thursday, August 18th, 2005] [ mood | FILL IT OUT OR DIE! ] Click my pic for my myspace <3 Okay. If you don't have a lj user name then post it as anonymus but if you do that make the subject your name! Okay!!!! Oh yeah and I got new pix on myspace! 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Fave Food: 8. Most Embarassing Moment: 9. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? 13. Do you think I'm a good person? 14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 15.Do you think I'm Hot? 16. Would you call me just because? 17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you? 18. If you could change anything about me, would you? 19.Would you have sex with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Reply 2 Comment

[Wednesday, August 17th, 2005] [ mood | crazy ] I'm so excited about Jc's party.. I haven't seen Ryan in FOR EVER. Reply 2 Comment

I like this poem.. Idk why I just do. [Wednesday, August 17th, 2005] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | None I'm reading poems you idiot. ] Am I Alone? by Megan Hance I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day. Reply 3 Comment

Looking forward to Jc's party I guess... [Wednesday, August 17th, 2005] [ mood | BLAH! ] So I went to the Dentist and I have NOcavities. Jackie had one tho hah. Err.. I'm staying home today. I'm in one of those moods where I don't want to do any thing. Except talk to my homies? on AIM <3 . Manda . Reply 2 Comment

[Tuesday, August 16th, 2005] [ mood | Idk what Gloomy means ] [ music | Blink 182 <3 <3 <3 <3 ] Mmm not much has been going on. I went to the park with Denise Talked to Kerber I guess hes not mad at me and Rj is okay. Umm on the way home from the park I saw Markie I guess her little brother hurt himself :( awww. I talked to Brian on and off all day. And then a huge SHOCKER! Ryan ( havent talked to him in forever ) IMed me and asked If I was going to Jc's party and sadly I am even tho I stronly dislike his cousin. Then Ryan said we could leave the party and go for a walk or some thing.. Idk about that ha ha. And yeah. So every things good. Logan isn't mad at me any more and either is Kerber. Love, Manda P.S. What does Gloomy mean?? Cuz that is a cool little mood dude right there. hah. Reply 2 Comment

[Monday, August 15th, 2005] [ mood | P I S S E D! ] So I didn't tell some people that I was going out with Brian but I didn't think that every one needed to know. Its not like I was onna go around and be like OMG Guess what. I was just mellow about it and if people asked I tolded. But Noooooo. Now Im like sure that people are mad but what ever. And now Kerber is pissed because I don't like icp and i hurt him emotionally. What ever. I give up.. I hate every one.. except some people. Reply 6 Comment

[Sunday, August 14th, 2005] [ mood | I wanna die. ] [ music | Ohio Is For Lovers ] I'm depressed beyond depressed. I don't wanna talk about it. Don't ask me about it. Thanks. Reply 2 Comment

[Saturday, August 13th, 2005] [ mood | I <3 Brian ] [ music | Kittie <3 ] If Dalton moves I'll die Omg that hot kid named Jeremy from Myspace IMed me today! Emilys comeing over Saturday. I had fun at Daltons today. Love, Manda Reply 2 Comment

asdfasdf [Friday, August 12th, 2005] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | Dashboard ] Oh jeeze. So depressed. But hey guess what. Today I went to Daltons. And wednsday I have a dentist appointment. And Monday I have a doctors appointment. Yeah great ay? - Manda Reply 1 Comment

[Thursday, August 11th, 2005] [ mood | geeky ] Right now every thing is cool. Today I hung out with Denise. Went to Daltons. Drank coke. Went to the park. Hot boys talked to us. Got fallowed home by a black truck. Had hot guys yell Hey Cutie at us. And now I'm Here. The best time ever.. Talking to Brian <3 eating fritos and drinking coke. Life doesn't get any better then this guys! Reply 3 Comment

[Wednesday, August 10th, 2005] [ mood | TALKING TO BRIAN! ] [ music | Um none? ] e-mail? ToxicTearsX3x@yahoo.com AIM name? SadxButxPretty zodiac sign? Leo What is you favourite... color? Black boy name? Dayton girl name? Rain pet name? Manson breakfast food? Bacon lunch food? Peanut Butt Sandwitch ( Toast ) dinner food? Chicken snack food? Fruit junk food? Candy <3 health food? Carrot\Apple\Orange\Green graps\Grapefruit computer game? None video game? None movie? Queen Of The Damned word? Rad website? Myspace\Livejournal sport? None board game? Life/Monoply book? Fat Dance month? October ( My birhtday is in July ) day? Friday person? Brian/Dean/Emily letter? X its so rad Your perfect girl/boyfriend... hair color? I dont care. hair length? Still don't care. eye color? Doesn't matter god. height? At least 5 5ish weight? I dont freakn care! sport they play? Can skate boarding be a sport? instrument they'd play, if ne? Guitar smart (1-10)? What? other specifications? Nice , Kind , Rad Who do you think would: go out w/ u? I don't know. go out w/ ur best friend? Ben.. Um.. Jeff Kopp .. Umm.. OH For Denise .. Dan Nern.. And Dean.. um.idk write a novel? Logan! become famous? Me and Emily ( Most likely Dalton ) become a singer? Viviana become rich? Glenn become poor? Denise ( Ha ha ha ) Who do you think... hates you? Hilary Duff , Chelsea Duffy , Ashley , Daltons friends , Every one loves you? People? is psycho about you? Some one? wants to desperately kill you? Logan lmao.. is most like you? No one! has a cruch on you? Idk? In the past 24 hours, have you... blinked? Yes coughed? Yes sneezed? Yes felt lonely? Yes kissed someone? NO hugged some one? NO Reply 5 Comment

[Wednesday, August 10th, 2005] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | All American Rejects. ] Vaction at Mackinaw City and Mackinaw Island was Fun. We stayed in this huge hotel suite right infront of Lake Michigan & Lake Huron. Me and Emily hung out on the Beach most of the time. It was way rad. My family did nothing but fight And that was funny. All we did was eat out I want a home cooked meal soo bad now lol. Four days of eating at stupid restrunts..drives me nuts Big boys four times!!! god kill me! But it was rad. glad to be back I bought five new cds! I missed Brian and Denise AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH la la la bye Reply 1 Comment

[Saturday, August 6th, 2005] [ mood | I DONT WANNA GO!!!!! ] [ music | Straylight Run. ] So early tomaro morning I'm leaveing. I won't be back Until Wednsday night. Its not really gonna be a long time. Don't miss me to much. Brian & Denise & Logan I'm gonna miss you guys. ( And every one else too ) Eye.--Elle.Oh.Vee.Ee.--Bee.Are.Eye.Ay.En-- Elle.Oh.Vee.Ee. Em.Ay.En.De.Ay. Comment

[Friday, August 5th, 2005] [ mood | loved ] [ music | High way to hell - Ac\dc ] I <3 Brian. 8.4.05 Reply 4 Comment

Fill this out please. I'll love you... [Thursday, August 4th, 2005] [ mood | Brian sure is acting wierd. ] [ music | Dashboard.. because I'm retarded like that... ] 1.Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave Movie: 5. Fave Song: 6. Fave Band: 7. Most Embarassing Moment: 8. Are you a virgin? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me? 13. Do you think I'm a good person? 14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 15.Do you think I'm Hot? 16. Would you call me just because? 17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you? 18. If you could change anything about me, would you? 19.Would you have sex with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Reply 4 Comment

[Thursday, August 4th, 2005] [ mood | crushed ] Okay So I like some one but I have no chance of them every likeing me so I'm pretty sure its pointless to like them so should I just stop? Reply 4 Comment

[Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005] [ mood | La La La ] [ music | Dashboard , Because I'm Emo. ] So I went to the mall and Rj and Kerber and Nick got kicked out so me and Denise left. Next day I went to the mall with my mom bought two pairs of vans and two pairs of converse. Next day I went to Rosies with Denise and we looked for boys , werent any and we umm said HI to daivd and he said HI back and then we made fun of some boys playing football and then we left and then she left and then Nick IMed me and then yeah.. it was rad. Mm.. Not much to say. Im going on vacation sunday-wednsday so dont miss me to much! Omfg! TODAY MICHELE MARKIE AND EMILY THOUGHT I WAS A "SKINNY EMO BOY" WHEN I WAS WALKING DOWN THE STREET LIKE WTF? Reply 2 Comment

DKjfalefiworu894372lkfja [Monday, August 1st, 2005] [ mood | Full , To much food! ] Yesterday I turned 14 , my party rocked. Today .. Logan & Ian & Emily & Dense * Keelan & Amber came over. Then Kerber called and told us to meet him at the mall.. So we did and hung out with him and some kid named Rj and.. Nick. Then they got kicked out of the mall. Soo me and my girls left. And now I'm here... I just ate 18 cheese stix. I have 6 cheese stix left. I LOST 20 BUCKS AT THE MALL AND NOW IM IN TROUBLE! STUPID!! STUPID!!! I GUESS I DROPED IT! <3/ Manda Emily is over <3 Emily <3 Ben Manda <3 ? Comment

ADFADFADF [Sunday, July 31st, 2005] [ mood | YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ] [ music | CAKE! ] HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND EMMY Comment

[Saturday, July 30th, 2005] [ mood | happy birthday emily! ] [ music | Amanda By:Boston ] SKIP A ITS NOT IMPORTANT! B - Band listening to right now: Coheed And Cambria C - Crush: None Sorry D - Dad's name: Darian , Gay ay? Hes white I swear lmao.. E - Easiest person to talk to: Ooh gosh so many of my friends <3 F - Favorite bands at the moment: Gosh theirs to many! G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Worms! I like em sour! H - Hometown: MH! I - Instruments: guitar J - Junior High: Page , But IM OUT! K - Kids: Nope L - Longest car ride ever: Drove to tennesee M - Mom's name: Brenda N - Nicknames: Manda.. Mander.. Manders... Mana... FAT ALBERT! ( dont call me that jew! ) O - One wish: A certain some one came to my party <3 P - Phobia[s]: Elevators , Boats , Clowns , Bridges , Deep water , others Q - Quotes: Go kill yourself. R - Reason to smile: None S - Song you sang last: Amanda! By Boston! T - Time you woke up [today] Idk late! U - Unknown fact about me: Jeeze Idk! V - Vegetable you hate: Umm Celery? ( Thats a veggie right? ) W - Worst habit(s): Chewing my pens and or pencils! X - X-rays you've had: Teeth for braces... yupp Y - Yummy food: Chineese <3 and any thing else! Z - Zodiac sign: Leo! ( MY BIRHTDAY IS SUNDAY! ) HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY SHERWIN! YAY YOUR 14 NOW! GO YOU! WOO HOO!!!! Comment

Woah! Two days!! [Friday, July 29th, 2005] [ mood | 2 Days!! ] Two days until my birthday I'll be 14. Comment

Ha... [Thursday, July 28th, 2005] [ mood | La La La La.... :) ] [ music | Emily .. lol ] Reply 3 Comment

asldkfjwienciwe [Thursday, July 28th, 2005] [ mood | 3 Days and I'm 14! ] [ music | ACDC Highway To Hell... ] So yesterday night Ben IMed us and said he couldn't come. We were sad but ah well. Today my mom is going shopping for my guitar... I don't know how to play I just kinda wanna have one? Emilys over because we have to clean for Sunday. I kinda hope Ryan comes.. That would be rad.. My dad came over early this morning ( 9 am ) with Taylor used my phone took a pop and then borrowed two dollars... I wonder whats going on with him.. - Manda Comment

Hung with Dalton and Emily [Wednesday, July 27th, 2005] [ mood | Bored , Im gonna eat. ] [ music | None :( ] Dalton came over today. We drank coke. He stole my magizen. Typical time. Emilys over. Four Days And Im Fourteen! Heck yeah. Dalton really liked the dog. He was funny. Umm.. Thats it? Bye. Reply 1 Comment

[Tuesday, July 26th, 2005] [ mood | bouncy ] Five days and I'm 14! Comment

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